You are loved. Life is hard. No one has the answers, no matter how hard we try. Over the years I have been given some great advice that I want to share with anyone reading: Value your life and Don't make a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
My friend, April (who died tragically), wrote a poem about how life is like a road with bumps and curves. She touched upon the flatness of the road that sometimes occurs, how calming that must be. Than the bumps and curves come into play...but to remember that the level ground will soon again appear. She was very wise beyond her short lived years.
Remember that You are not alone, for even in our loneliness we are together. In those tough moments, just breathe and know that I too am here.
With love and understanding,